I was reading through my old blog and my god I was completely depressed for most of 2010. It actually kind of made me sad to see the things I wrote. A lot of similarities from when I was going through my divorce actually. Kind of made me wonder if I even learned anything. I feel like life has a funny way of throwing you the same shit if you don't learn your lesson the first time.

Then I got curious and found my old livejournal that I had while I was in college. Very interesting stuff. I was such a kid. Maybe I still am in some ways! idk

Sometimes I wonder how I'm going to look back on this blog in 10 years. Will I be content? I feel like I've grown a lot, especially within the last few years. I don't want to be sad when I look back on my life. I think I have a lot to be proud of and I am happy with where I'm going. I don't really have much of a plan for the rest of my life except to just try to be happy. I think that's the most important thing.

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